New track (WHY)

http://www.soundclick.com/bands/9/tarashamusic.htmOk i just finish another track, it sound to me i've still need alot of improvement...But hey this is only the beginning it hasn't actually started...Why ?Why ?Why, why - I have to know all the shit I –Why - I have to see what I don’t and won’t try?Why - am I considered bad when you are?Why - they try to shut me down when I’m fall?Why - they seek my thought when they - in need?Why - initiate to gain your advantage?Why - you act like you know me but you don’t?Why - we never friend try to getting my attention?Why - force me to decide - the way I live?Why - mislead me to drop into your trick?And why I have to – believing in your shit?Only conceive fault told to leave, what do I get?Why - am I perceived on both side of view?Why - I have to keep my anger tangle on my shoe?Why - you in my life my intense despise you?Try forgettin’ compromise – to separate from you?Why ?Why ?Why, why - you are the one that should be trust?Why - there is no one here that could entrust?Why - I have to ball and falling on my own?Why - none to share why tear on the pillow?Why - I have to show my weakness to test my instinct?Why - I couldn’t bare to fight and hear your yelling?Why - sibling’s brawl influence them to killing?Why - parent’s conflict affect children thoughts?Why - simplify despise my emotional?Why - family bleed even they try to seal it?Why – we need to kill each other for some dollar bill?And why – can’t we stop to think and start to chill?Why – Still I don’t understand what is life?Why - they pretend to like me - but they lie? Why – can’t nobody avoid reality?Why – can’t we live and die at the same time - in harmony? Why ?Tell me why ?Why ?Tell me why ?